I've begun to second-guess myself. Am I just being a big downer and making people sad at the mention of you when they have to remember you're gone? I guess it's different for me because I always remember that you are not here. But it is your absence that makes me sad, not the thoughts of you.
I can't help it. You are my favorite topic. I want to talk about you all of the time. I love it when others remember you and share memories of you with me. It's all I would talk about if I could.
But there are times when the conversation turns to you and people just freeze for a moment. It reminds me of the way you used to deliberately say something shocking just to see how people would react.
So babe, you're still occasionally making conversations awkward like you loved to do. I just bet that makes you smile.
I love you Daniel.